It’s always a nice feeling to turn over a new leaf and start fresh and new. I for one, did not know that in order to start fresh and new with my hair that I would have to cut it all off. All is well though
I trusted you… I guess thats where I should have been more careful. Because now you’re fine and I want to die. If you can move on that fast… There’s no way any part of us meant anything to you. I was just the girl that you wrote to in basic that you told almost everyday that you wanted to marry her. Now I’m the girl that you decided wasn’t good enough for you and your way of living. Your way of living isn’t gonna get you a girl that will stick around. It’s gonna get you a
girl that will up and leave you for the next guy she sees in the bar. So guess what? I hope she treats you well and that you rip her apart from the inside out. FUCK YOU.
We were the perfect couple that was cast into a not so perfect situation for our relationship.. and now we’re not a couple at all. Rather, we are, a couple of kids that don’t know what to do in this situation.. No matter how much you don’t want to admit it, you’re still a kid. You don’t know everything like you think you do. You can’t do everything like you think you can. And you can’t just toss me to the side and expect me to be okay. You can’t lead me on like this until you come home. You can’t expect me to drop everything when you come home. I plan on trying to overcome this, whether that’s with you or not is up to you. If I gain everything I deserve before you come home and you expect me to just kick it to the curb to be with you again, you’re strongly mistaken. YOU made your bed, now you can lie in it. Just know.. that no matter how much I want to let all of this go.. I keep dwelling on it. I know that I can’t just sit here and think things will work out good in the end. It’s life, it’s not fair. It’s rigged in favor of someone that’s not me. No matter how much I tell myself I can make it through this. There’s a part of me that knows I’m not gonna be the same without you. I used to have nightmares that we weren’t together anymore. Do you know what it’s like to have one of the scariest things you’ve ever seen come true? Do you know what it’s like to unwillingly lose everything you have that actually means something to you? I know without you I would have been gone from this earth and in a different place a long time ago. When I hated me life I met you and then I loved life. Now you’re gone and everyday all I want to do is die. I can’t stop talking to you but every time we talk it kills me inside because you’re not mine. I love you so much that it’s impossible for me to be mad at you. It might seem like anger, but I have never truthfully been mad at you. All I have ever done is question what you do and become confused. I can’t be mad at you for making decisions that are yours to make. When you come home I probably will drop everything and run to you. But until the day you no longer want ANYTHING to do with me. I know I’m going to be here wishing and waiting and praying and hoping… that we can be together again.
Little baby goose (:
If Steve Jobs was so great… WHY ISN’T MY IPHONE WATERPROOF?!
Nothing like an evening roll (:
How did the hipster burn herself?
She ate pizza before it was cool